Sep 28, 20213 min read

I DON'T DREAM, LITERALLY.

Updated: Apr 26, 2023

IN humilitatis, et in animo contrito suscipiamur a te, Domine: et sic fiat sacrificium nostrum in conspectu tuo hhodie, ut placeat tibi, Domine Deus.

LITERALLY, I DO NOT DREAM, I HAVE FELT AS I AM FALLING AND AWAKE GRABBING THE SIDE OF THE BED.

From 1968 to 1972, I received cartoon therapy (by Disney, Hanna Barbara, & Barbie) & (Disney movies) never before seen by anyone else; for the extreme traumas, I survived of ages 3, 3, 4, 5, 6, 6 & 7, multiple severe traumas & drama/etc.. Then in April 1974 after Witness Protection Program Foster Guardian's death and funeral, WPP-Foster-Step Guardian took me to a Doctor & they induced amnesia on me of all before age 7 and some of age 7.5 to age 9 1/2.

I was mentally & emotionally stable and when they induced this on me, causing PTSD immediately after the procedure, which would come back off and on following from that point on. My WPP-Foster-Step Guardian & wppf Brother would do things to try to increase/cause and bring on more PTSD, of what I didn't know, I just knew I was confused, lonely, and afraid, this begun immediately after Wa***'s death, and prior to Cy****'s arrival in the home, and more continued on.

The FBI didn't really act right either when they appeared at the home on Vermont St. in Indpls, Indiana. All I knew of my life before age 7. With me taking a bite of toast at age 3 1/2 in a hospital all I had from 1974 till beginning 1990, etc.

Now I do not know prior to age 9 1/2, if I ever dreamed, if I did, it was probably of the cartoons I received in cartoon therapy, maybe I believe so, I do not know for sure. But I do know that from age 9 1/2 going forward, I never had a dream. I mean a pictorial dream while you sleep. I would use the word dream, in reference to goals, plans, and desires, but I never had one, and didn't know what to dream was, not that type of dreaming like all other humans. People would tell me "I dreamed" such and such last night, and I would just reply, "you did", or something along that line. The only thing I ever done was when I slept I'd, feel like I was falling, and wake up grabbing the side of the bed, like I was going over, in mid-air.

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******************DISNEY - HANNA BARBARA - BARBIE***********************

(in the vault)

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Merriam-Webster Dictionary

Definition of dream (Entry)

1: a series of thoughts, images, or emotions occurring during sleep had a dream:

about climbing a mountain gives me bad dreams

Definition of dream (Entry)

intransitive verb 2: to have a series of thoughts, images, or emotions while sleeping :

to have a dream (see first DREAM entry)

dream of departed loved ones

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I am 57 years old now, I look back and realize how abnormal that/this was/is.

I never realized it till about 7 to 8 years ago, it was after seeing the sign from God of a full sky of "blushing babies & toddlers" crawling, toddling, and playing in Heaven's nursery.

Upon realization of this fact, I did begin to dream for a few weeks with instructions on to, but it then quit & back to me being normal me, not dreaming. A couple of them I feel are very relevant as to what God and Jesus were trying to have me say/mean/let known, and the rest was not relevant or completely right. It was only a few weeks' worths of a handful or two of dreams, then they quit, and I have had no more since. I look at it as God and Jesus aided that to help me figure out what was needed to be known for mankind, of the relevant ones of those few are all that counts. The other few dreams were irrelevant.

This is been my life and is my life, I choose to share this knowledge of and about with all of you, but I retain all rights & ownership to and thereof.

HOW DARE THEY SAY "GOD MADE A MISTAKE", GOD NOR JESUS MAKES MISTAKES, ESPECIALLY NOT THE TYPE THAT I AM HEARING THEY ARE TRYING TO LAY CLAIM TO/SAY/IMPLY, ETC.

Sincerely,

Written By:

Deborah Kim Kennedy

A.K.A.

Bouvier, Guffey, Garner, Colver, Hicks

ALL PUBLISHING/etc RIGHTS RESERVED & owned by me.