I GUESS I NEED TO EXPLAIN MY 25TH BIRTHDAY GIFT FIXED UP BY MY UNCLE BOBBY, ROBERT FRANCIS KENNEDY.
SEE, I HAD VISITATIONS WITH MOTHER JACQUELINE, MY BROTHER JOHN JR. AND SISTER CAROLINE, AND BOTH MY UNCLES BOBBY AND TED.
WHEN I HAD VISITATIONS WITH THEM, SOMETIMES WE WOULD HANG OUT AT THE SEA, SWIMMING, PLAYING ON THE BEACH. WE WOULD LAUGH, SWIM, PLAY, AND BE FILLED WITH LOVE AND HAPPINESS.
THERE WAS ONE SPECIFIC TIME, THAT UNCLE TED WASN'T THERE, IT WAS UNCLE BOBBY, MOTHER JACKIE, SISTER CAROLINE, BROTHER JOHN JR., AND I. WE ALL HAD ON OUR BEACH CLOTHES - SWIMSUITS, AND UNCLE BOBBY IN HIS SHORTS. HE WAS SITTING CLOSER TO THE WATER THAN MOM (JACKIE) WAS, WE THREE CHILDREN WENT RUNNING UP TO THEM FROM THE WATER, CAROLINE AHEAD OF ME, WHO RAN TO MOTHER'S ARMS AND SHE PUT A TOWEL AROUND HER. I WAS NEXT, EVEN THOUGH I WAS THE SMALLEST, I MADE IT TO UNCLE BOBBY FIRST AHEAD OF BROTHER JOHN JR. WHO WERE SEVERAL STRIDES BEHIND ME. SO EVEN WITH MY LEGS SMALLER, I GOT TO UNCLE BOBBY AND HE EMBRACED ME, LIKE MOTHER WITH CAROLINE, AND HERE COME BUBBY JOHN JR ON UP.
IT WAS A GLORIOUS BEAUTIFUL DAY, WE HAD A REALLY GREAT TIME. I LOVED EVERY MINUTE OF IT. I WISH THAT DAY COULD HAVE LASTED FOREVER, IT WAS ONE OF OUR BEST DAYS EVER, BUT WE DID HAVE OTHER GREAT DAYS, BUT THIS ONE WAS ESPECIALLY GREAT. UNCLE BOBBY SAID HE WISHED AND FELT THAT IT SHOULD BE OUR FATHER THERE WITH US. IF HE HAD NOT BEEN ASSASSINATED, THAT'S EXACTLY WHO IT WOULD HAVE BEEN THERE WITH US.
SEE, I WAS IN THE WILL, I HAD A LOCKED TRUST FUND, I WAS TO RECEIVE AT AGE 25. JUST LIKE MY BROTHER JOHN JR. & SISTER CAROLINE.
ALSO, OUR FATHER, UNITED STATES PRESIDENT JOHN "JACK" F. KENNEDY HAD BEEN E.I.T./SERUM'D AS WELL, AFTER CONCEPTION OF ME, PRIOR TO HIS ASSASSINATION. SO NOT ONLY WERE THE DETAILS THERE BUT THE FEELING HE HAD, THE LOVE HE ALREADY FELT WAS AVAILABLE AS WELL, FOR UNCLE BOBBY, DR. MOSS & DISNEY/HANNA BARBARA/BARBIE CARTOON THERAPIST/ARTIST/ETC. IN OTHER WORDS, A TEAM OF SPECIALISTS IN THEIR FIELDS, TO WORK WITH.
UNCLE BOBBY DECIDED AFTER WHAT HAPPENED TO ME WHEN I WAS 3 1/2 YEARS OLD WHEN DR. MARTIN LUTHER KING JR. DIED, OR AT LEAST THAT'S WHAT I TESTIFY TO WHEN IT WAS DONE.
THAT PART OF THAT DAY -MY MEMORY OF THAT SPECIFIC TIME THAT DAY ON THE BEACH, JUST THE FIVE OF US, HE DECIDED TO USE THAT DAY AND MADE HIMSELF IN MY MEMORY - MY FATHER, HIS BROTHER. JOHN; IT ACTUALLY WAS HIM, BUT WITH THE HELP OF TECHNOLOGY AND THE START OF AGE PROGRESSION/ETC., IT CHANGED FROM UNCLE BOBBY TO MY FATHER, HIS BROTHER, JOHN THERE WITH US. HE/THEY ALSO INSERTED THE LOVE MY FATHER ALREADY FELT FOR ME IN TOO. IT IS THAT FEELING THAT FLOODED THRU MY BODY IN 1990 WHEN MEMORY RETURNED, PRIOR TO MY 25TH BIRTHDAY. HE WANTED ME TO KNOW AND FEEL THAT MY FATHER, HIS BROTHER LOVED ME. THAT I WAS NOT A MISTAKE, THAT HE WAS LOOKING FORWARD TO MY BIRTH, HE LOVED ME, HE WANTED ME, HE WAS HAPPY, HE WAS ON TOP OF THE WORLD ABOUT IT, UNCLE BOBBY WANTED ME TO KNOW ALL THIS, TO NOT FORGET THIS. THAT DAY, PRIOR TO THEM GETTING IN THAT CAR IN DALLAS, THEY WERE ON TOP OF THE WORLD, ECSTATIC WITH LOVE AND LOOKING FORWARD TO ALL OF US'S FUTURE TOGETHER AS A FAMILY.
SO THE TEAM, UNCLE BOBBY, DR. MOSS, CARTOONIST, ETC. THEY FIXED THAT MEMORY FOR ME FOR IT TO BE MY FATHER THERE ON THE BEACH WITH US THAT DAY INSTEAD OF MY UNCLE BOBBY BECAUSE IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN HIM THERE. THAT'S JUST HOW UNCLE BOBBY WAS, AND HE WANTED TO MAKE SURE I KNEW THAT, IT WAS TO GO ALONG WITH TURNING OVER THE TRUST FUND TO ME THAT I INHERITED FROM HIS WILL, MY FATHER JFK.
I GOT TO FEEL MY FATHERS LOVE FLOOD THRU MY BODY, IN 1990, SO SPECIAL WHEN THAT MEMORY RETURNED THE WAY IT DID.
LIKE, AS IF HE HADN'T DIED, OR I HAD BEEN BORN A COUPLE OF YEARS EARLIER. EITHER WAY, HOWEVER, YOU WANT TO LOOK AT IT, BUT IT WAS WHAT LIFE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE, WHAT IT WAS PLANNED TO BE.
SO IN ALL ACTUALITY ON THE BEACH THAT DAY IT WAS ROBERT FRANCIS KENNEDY, BUT FOR MY BIRTHDAY, SO NO ONE COULD EVER DENY, AND I WOULD ALWAYS KNOW, I WAS LOVED, IT WAS TURNED IN TO MY FATHER. I CHERISH IT. IT IS BEYOND SPECIAL. SO IN 1990, THAT MEMORY TURNED INTO A MEMORY OF WHAT LIFE WAS SUPPOSED TO OF BEEN, WHAT LIFE WAS TO BE, HAD THAT BULLET NOT TAKEN HIS LIFE THAT DAY IN DALLAS, TEXAS ON NOVEMBER 22, 1963.
MY UNCLE BOBBY, SUCH A SPECIAL GIFT HE GAVE ME BY DOING THIS. I ACTUALLY GOT TO FEEL MY FATHERS LOVE, THE LOVE HE HAD FOR ME, SO TO ALWAYS KNOW THAT I WAS WANTED, I WAS LOVED. I WAS HIS, JOHN'S, HIS BROTHER'S YOUNGEST CHILD. I DON'T THINK IN ALL OF HISTORY, ANY UNCLE EVER GAVE A SWEETER MORE PRECIOUS GIFT.
I LOVE THEM, I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED THEM AND I FOREVER WILL LOVE THEM, INCLUDING UNCLE TED AS WELL. I AM A KENNEDY, THE YOUNGEST DAUGHTER OF DECEASED UNITED STATES PRESIDENT JOHN "JACK" FITZGERALD KENNEDY.
THAT'S WHY OF ALL THE MEMORIES AND TIMES WE SPENT TOGETHER, THAT ONE IS DIFFERENT, IT IS UNCLE BOBBY IN ALL ACTUALITY, BUT AT THE SAME TIME, IT WAS TECHNOLOGY CHANGED TO MY FATHER, HIS BROTHER JOHN, MY DAD.
THAT'S HOW SIMPLE THAT IS, AND HOW ROYALLY SPECIAL IT IS. I GUESS ONE WAY OF SAYING IT IS, MY 25TH BIRTHDAY WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A VERY SPECIAL DAY.
THANK YOU UNCLE BOBBY, AND THANK YOU JESUS, AND GOD.
I HAD VISITATION WITH THEM. I DID NEVER SEE ANY SIGN OF UNCLE BOBBY & MY MOTHER JACKIE HAVING AN AFFAIR, THEY VISITED WITH ME.
WRITTEN BY:
DEBORAH "DEBBIE" KIM BOUVIER-KENNEDY
A.K.A.
(MC)GUFFEY - GARNER (WITNESS PROTECTION PROGRAM FOSTER LAST NAME)
COLVER, HICKS (EX AND SOON TO BE EX MARITAL LAST NAMES)
02/26/2021
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