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Writer's pictureDebbie Kim P-B-Kennedy

POEM(S) - BASED ON TESTIMONY OF ME t/victim, AGAINST t/PERPETRATOR known as "GILBERT NERCARDO"

Updated: May 25, 2023

As of 03/10/2022 this man has still not been captured, I still have not received justice, and I have received no monies for compensation/restitution/etc - for pain, suffering, and damages from and about. He kidnapped me on April 25, 1992, in Phelan, California & I could not describe his face until December 2015, but then picked him out, where I had been unable to before, all the pictures shown to me under past and present law enforcement of the state of California had not shown him, nor any other pictures I was shown. I still await justice & pray that someday he is captured & all is righted, for I have suffered enormously over what all this man did to me.

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The picture below is of a similar-looking man to that of the Hispanic man known to me as "Gilbert Nercardo" back in the year 1992 with a lot less grey, who kidnapped me on April 25th, this is also almost about the right age for him back then at the time, slightly younger though. Please be aware, that anyone that knows his whereabouts needs to contact the authorities, he would be much older now of course. He is severely deadly dangerous.


A short prayer, then details/poem below -

LAVABO inter innocentes manus meas: et circumdabo altare tuum, Domine:

Ut audiam vocem laudis: et enarrem universa mirabilia tua.

Domine, dilexi decorem domus tuae: et locum habitationis gloriae tuae.

Ne perdas cum impiis, Deus, animam meam: et cum viris sanguinum vitam meam: eet cum viris sanguinum vitam meam:

In quorum manibus iniquitates sunt: dextera eorum repleta est muneribus.

Ego autem in innocentia mea igressus sum: redime e, et miserere mei.

Pes meus stetit in directo: in ecclesiis benedicam te, Domine.

Gloria Patri, et Filio, et Spiritui Sancto. Sicut erat principio, et nunc, et semper: et in saecula saeculorum.

AMEN

allpoetry.com - A poetry site I posted a poem on called "Gilbert Nercardo" is based on a true event that happened to me; Phelan California - t/date I was abducted was April 25, 1992, by a man wearing a law enforcement uniform with a nameplate that read t/ name, "Gilbert Nercardo" - terror I encountered & went thru. Sometimes life can have a curveball here & there, but it doesn't change these types of facts:


This use to be in poem form (poem #1), then -

I was kidnapped from my home on April 25, 1992, @ 9575 Zing Dr. #104, Phelan California. I think that maybe a little while before I was kidnapped by him, I may have seen him at the Thunderbird Inn in Phelan CA. when I stopped & went in, for the first & only time, to buy a 6 pack of beer, there was a man playing pool, that may have been the same man, I didn't really pay no attention to him, but I now can identify the man who kidnapped me, as of December 2015, I knew I would know his face when I see it, but I had such a severe head injury, that it took till December 2015 for it to pop out of my head, and I have identified him now.

Badge said, "Gilbert Nercado" is the name of the stalker who left me almost mentally lame, raped, beat, tortured, left for dead, now yrs. later, still plays out in my head, never to be found or charged, you will always be at large. Were you hired to do that to me or was I just the unlucky victim to be? Seventeen days at least, you kept me cuffed up, while I whimpered like a pup, pistol-whipped to the head - nonstop - you wearing a uniform of a cop, blows with the force of a buffalo. I still suffer today with vertigo and more...... unable to communicate for months; although I tried, just moans, groans, and grunts, & no one listening; Nercardo left me disabled, even more than I already was suffering. While you remain completely unlabeled; in the Mojave desert, I lay - it is one of the news reports that was never read. My body with very shallow breathe, he thought he had put me to death. Are there any more victims still residing who like me remain in hiding.

Because of my early childhood blanked. Your defense does not make, in hiding these facts. Can I see him hung by a rope, it's the only way I can partially cope. Robbed of all my life's potential, you succeeded in me being nonessential. A psycho such as he, a serial killer you must be, never more there shall I roam - Phelan, CA., it was my home; wife, mother, student, artist, I was. This man, "Nercado" robbed me of all that could be. Whom did he do it for, terrorists or Watergate or who, forevermore I need to know? The date & time was April 25, 1992, see he knows I am true, now I do publicly tell, may God send you straight to hell. Truly mentally insane is he, as I still suffer daily. Pain - no one stayed by my side, that's when my life did redivide and that began the design. Daily life has been a juggle, since then I continue to struggle. Was it prearranged? May getting this off my chest allow my mind to rest. His face finally did come to me in 2015. I can identify him now 100%, how can Washington D.C. let our grand country be ran that way.

It was like all against an individual survivor of repeated ultimate terror.

Against our nation, who would do a thing like this to me this way. Are you still laughing, & mocking my life? My childhood & adult life, filled with coverups of wrongs & harms and twists, to make appearances deceiving, to cancel out the truth of my real identity. Early childhood robbed and what all did you rob me of? I have suffered and suffered, pain and damages; for decades over the wronging and harm to me. No pardons for you, what a tangled web you weaved, just to make me suffer & kill little old me. It is not going to hold up, drown in that gate because you are evil.

Do any need a series of unfortunate events as a design to be pounced on?

I strangle him metaphorically, philosophically, legally, and truthfully by law, he will be BUSTED one day, it's not the other way around?


This use to be in poem form (poem #2) now -

I have finally remembered your face Gilbert Nercardo - finally, it spits out of this VERTIGO (PTSD/amnesia combination) with clearness.

Decades of you spinning around (vertigo) in my head, unable to push pause & describe your face.

But I knew if I saw a picture of him, I'd know his face. In 2015 your face appeared. He kidnapped me in spring 1992. He showed up at my home & as I answered the door, I looked down at the badge, he knocked me out with a lick to the back of head With the butt end of his pistol, I awoke not at my home; you took me from there You held me captive for at least 17(+) days all awhile all spun. In a camper, you had rigged in the high desert of CA. You kept me handcuffed by all 4's up off the ground, no mattress or anything under me. The floor, somewhere below. I could not feel or touch, not even with my butt. You continually consistently, constantly beat me in the back of my head with the butt end of that pistol. With bionic buffalo blows to my skull nonstop. As he constantly raped me. Raping & beating me. With severe vertigo going around in my head. Which began immediately from force of blow one, on. He tortured me. He robbed me of my life. Robbed me of revealing my childhood as an adult. All these years I have sought justice He should be on death row for what all he did to me. I want him charged, tried & convicted. I deserve justice, true justice. I survived & want him stopped. He dumped my body in the high desert of Mojave, thinking I was dead, but my breath was so faint, he did not know I lived & I vowed to see him in prison. I am no similar or fake, he & his officer's uniform, is going down one way or another someday. I vow to stop him. Life is not his right to take from anyone. This is not fiction; I know some on this site (all poetry) is based on fiction, but that's not what this is. These are cold hard facts. Fact's people can't change; just like other things of my life The attempt to change the order of events & of changing details & facts. This happened to me, I was not on no date. I was kidnapped from my home in Phelan CA., Spring 1992, April 25th, he knocked on my door, I thought he was an officer because he was wearing a uniform. I opened the door and dropped my eyes to his badge to read his name When I did, he knocked me out & I awoke a hostage. I vow to see you convicted and locked up for life. He is a cruel evil monster. Whom deserves no sympathy or empathy - I pray there are no more victims, for the longer he is free, that may very well be. Me knowing what he has done to me, the more others are at risk. I did identify him now, finally, 100% I got vision of his face now. I knew what the name said on the badge all these years, & not much more, and could not do anything. I had another classified case of me as a victim survivor. When I was found two people took me to a homeless shelter located in Adelanto California. A lady by the name of Edie was my roommate there & she caught another man there attacking me too, as I lay there helpless. I was unable to communicate or sit up or walk or talk. The officer that arrested that man did not interview me, because I was unable to be interviewed due to the seriousness of the condition I was in from "Gilbert Nercardo".

Gilbert Nercardo left me as dead in the high desert, I then stumbled and crawled around for at least 3 days before people in that pick-up truck found me & took me to that homeless shelter where I didn't have much memory of my life & no birthday that year,

as I lay semi-unconscious because of the severe condition I was in.

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I lay there in that homeless shelter bed till the end of August 1992 before I was able to even raise up or speak, I ate nothing all those months, no food or drink, and no medical care till the end of August 1992, none I know, no hospital, no doctor did I see before that.

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When I lived on 235 Atkinson Rd in Monticello KY. I went thru 1000's & 1000's of pages of pictures trying to identify him. I logged on to California law enforcement and they showed me pictures of all past and present law enforcement officers, I spent months going over pictures trying to identify "Gilbert Nercardo" and was unable till the year 2015, finally I was able to and did.


Also, since living here where I am now, (been here eleven and a half years now), there was a man that was reported wearing a law uniform, stopping people and trying to abduct them, right here on Highway 167, he was finally captured in McCreary County, and I called Sheriff Boston of Wayne County KY. at the time and asked to find out if he was by any chance "Nercardo", he told me what to do and I logged on to McCreary County Sheriff's office and took a look at his picture, and he is a different man, he is not "Gilbert Nercardo", but I feared he may be. I had to check and see.

None have or had the right to exploit my life wrongly for their gain, and I will not let this go.

I will not rest until this is turned around right, what is wrong with people, like vulturous piranha's, turned loose on a living victim-witness survivor, getting to revictimize the victim, with your selfishness, arrogance, and non-understanding or caring. Who is behind not helping me right?

Get off those high horses, for you couldn't be more in the wrong, this is my life. I am the one that lived thru it. I am the one that lived through all these events, age 3, 5, 6, 6, 7, and 26; and age 51 I was worried. Those terrorist poems I came across threatening our nation, & at the same time, Nercardo's face revealing to me, was more than I could bear all coming down on me at once. I was doing the best I could do, and trying to do what I could for our nation to be able to stop another terrorists attack as well.

How much non-sympathy and non-empathy. No, I will find the underlying cause of and details to all this that went down and I will get justice for all this as well.

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Are there -

Any other survivors &/or families of any deceased, of the Hispanic man I know as "Gilbert Nercado" a terror torturing killing maniac evil monster, whether he is terrorist and/or a serial killer, he is a professional killer, that I am sure of. May I get true justice someday, from trash such as he? Whatever his true, identity be, may all like him be sent to hell. Are there are other victims that have been in his path? If so most likely, all dead. I pray he has met his maker and no longer is a threat, whether he is part of Osama Bin Laden's gang/group or whatever group or on his own.

Personal opinion/feeling, I feel he is a part of Bin Laden's group, I question it.

I know I truly feel that Bin Laden used these details to send a message to the United States President & our nation, I can't stand any of them; Bin Laden, Nercardo, Brenda, KKK, Al Queda, ISIS, etc., all of them are just alike, PROFESSIONAL KILLERS.

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I also do not like these people who think it is right to use and target a survivor of these types of horrific events and to revictimize them like being done to me, like they have done something for the better of the nation, law, etc.

BOLOGNA.

That's all that is, the arrogance of all that think that way.

What a crop of crap, all that think that way.

No, I will not shut up about being wronged and harmed like this. And again, on top of it all, absolutely not.

I don't care what you knew, or what you didn't know, etc.

None cared what I did or didn't know.

NO, NO, NO, NO.

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A BIG THANK YOU TO THE MILITARY OF AMERICA, FOR THE CAPTURE OF OSAMA BIN LADEN, I AM NO INVESTIGATOR, BUT I PERSONALLY FEEL THERE IS MORE THAN LIKELY A CONNECTION there about OSAMA BIN LADEN AND GILBERT NERCARDO.

BECAUSE OF WHO I AM.

OSAMA BIN LADEN HAD ME KIDNAPPED WHEN I WAS 3 AND 5.

THEN GILBERT NERCARDO KIDNAPPED ME WHEN I WAS 26.

THE REASON OSAMA BIN LADEN HAD ME KIDNAPPED IS THAT I AM THE DAUGHTER OF PRESIDENT JOHN/JACK FITZGERALD KENNEDY.

BIN LADEN VOWED DURING that satanic RITUAL WHEN I WAS 3 AGAINST CAROLINE, JOHN JR AND I, AND THIS NATION, AMERICA.

I BELIEVE THAT MY POSTING ON ALLPOETRY.COM & VIEWPOINTS MAY HAVE HELPED AID THE MILITARY IN FIGURING OUT where Osama Bin Laden WAS, who knows.

As BAIT IS HOW IT FELT, AND I AM JUST HAPPY THEY GOT HIM; AND IF I HAD ANYTHING TO DO WITH THEM BEING ABLE TO CAPTURE HIM, I AM GRATEFUL THEY WAS ABLE TO. YOU SEE THE GOVERNMENT AND I HAD A SECRET ABOUT ME at birth.

THAT OSAMA BIN LADEN DIDN'T KNOW till I was about 2 years old.

I WILL TURN A TERRORIST IN EVERY TIME FOR MY NATION, America.

I FEEL OSAMA BIN LADEN'S ATTACK of 9-11 WAS IN REFERENCE TO all to do with 1963 to 1972.

THAT HE WAS PUTTING ME IN THEIR FACE.

BECAUSE I THINK HE KNEW DETAILS OF MY AGE 26, AND OF COURSE HE KNEW ABOUT THE REAL CONCEPTION DETAILS OF ME & AGE 3 AND AGE 5, IT WAS HE, THAT MASTER MANIPULATOR EVIL MANIAC, THANK GOD THE WORLD IS RID OF HIM.

I HOPE THEY HAVE CAPTURED GILBERT NERCARDO AS WELL BY NOW, AS I HAVE IDENTIFIED HIM.

THESE FACTS CAN'T, WON'T, AND WILL NEVER BE CHANGED.

THESE ARE REAL FACTS AND MANY HAVE DIED OVER EVIL MANIPULATOR MONSTERS SUCH AS THESE, TO MANY.

THOSE WHO LOST THEIR LIVES, ARE WITH GOD AND JESUS NOW IN HEAVEN.

THEIR LIVES WERE TAKEN BY EVIL KILLERS.

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I choose to Face Everything And Rise, AGAINST THESE MONSTERS & TESTIFY.

Written By: Deborah "Debbie" Kim Kennedy

Date: July 14, 2021

Bouvier-Kennedy (my true identity & true parents' last names- bio Kennedy, adopted Bouvier, - I am daughter of U.S. President John F Kennedy) Born in New York in July 1964

(Mc)Guffey, Garner (my ex witness protection program foster home last name's) placed in witness protection program at day 3 old.

Witness protection program birth certificate says born in Kentucky

Colver, Hicks (my 1st ex & 2nd ex(s) last names)

ALL RIGHTS RESERVED



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